Sunday, November 27, 2011

A Whole New World

Salam blog.

Akhirnya ada juga masa free nk update blog kan.
Ini pon sdg bekerja di hari cuti Awal Muharram pulak tuh. Aishh. Xpe. Boss x marah update blog. Sbb boss pon bapak sendirik. Keh3.

Sejak jadi workaholic ni mmg rasa x best kalau duduk rumah. Pegi keje lagi best. Almaklum lah org xde komitmen mane. Komitmen kat keje je. Keje dah jadi macam top list hobby plak. Ade ke gitu? Hobi ku bekerja. Hahahah. Dah xde masa nak wat menda laen. Dulu ade masa ade gak wat cross-stitch ke, maen dam ulor ke, mandi kucing ke. Skang no more. Kuceng pon dah 4 bulan x mandi. Keh3. mana taknya, balik umah cuma makan dgn tido je. Chores seme tunggang langgang. Bapak malasnye.

Isnin sampai Jumaat full day and Sabtu half day keje kat 'sana'. Sabtu half day lagi sampai Ahad keje kat 'sini'. Macam robot. Dulu Ahad part time ajar Maths. Dah abes PMR rasa lega aman tenteram sket. Dah xnk part time cikgu lah. Penat.


My new world

Now I enjoy and happy here. Segala tekanan kerja kat 'sana' aku lepaskan kat sini. Aku jadi PA tak bertauliah. Heheh. Aku leh cuci2 mata tgk keta2 kt sini. Hari biasa mengadap vessel dgn heat exchanger. dah puas ngadap menda tuh ngadap menda ni plak. Ni mcm nk promote jgak lah. Keta2 kat sini ok. Seronok mata memandang. Mana taknya, harga sebijik je nk byr bulan x padan dgn gaji ak keje. hohoh.


Ok seriously ni memang promotion lah kan. Hahahah. Ni 100% hasil kerja pertama gua kt tempat ni. Saje je lah nk post kan.



'A success story'
Not to forget. I also enjoy and proud to be here.
Drop by Asturi k.


And what can I say? I love working!! 'Sana best, sini pon best. hahaahh.. Mau sikit hari lagi aku gila. Keje je manjang. Bila nk dating nye. Oi2. Ak dating dgn keje lah.....

p/s: keje lah selagi ia mampu membuat anda bahagia. hohoh. peace.



Friday, September 9, 2011

Ditekan Kerja

Assalam..

Pheww.. It's been almost 3 months now. what is exactly I'm feeling right now. Fuh.. tertekan yg amat. ak rasa mcm x seronok sgt kerja... mungkin ni lah org kata dugaan dlm kerjaya. tekanan yg x habis2.

First month rasa cam seronok sgt2. Workaholic jugak. asek balik lmbt. tp lama2 mcm fed up gila. tu baru 3 bulan. hmm. mcm2 benda berlaku. hati x senang kdg2. buat itu takut salah, x buat pon salah jugak. jadi ape yg betulnya? mm entahlah..

harap2 ak leh sabar lagi dlm tahun ni.. tension!!

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

Kesyukuran ini....

uih3.. bersawang tahap bulu ketiak x penah cabot dah blog aku nih. hohoho. kotor betol description. wuh.. sejak jd bdak praktikal mmg x penah sentuh dah blog. apa jadi dgn aktiviti latihan industri 6 bulan pon x penah nk hapdate. hoho. bz kowt..

today is a very fast heart-beating day. this morning my friends and I went to the office to get signature for our appreciation certificate from dearest Dato. huhu. all of a sudden kene interview coz they want to hire 1 person. since we all da abes praktikal minggu lpas mmg this is a very good opportunity to grab. fikir punya fikir pros and cons to stay in this company mmg boleh buat pecah kepala. terima menyesal, nk tolak pon menyesal. huhuhuhu.. hati dah meronta2. org2 sekeliling asek nk takotkan2 ak. susah nk survive la gaji x naek la kene maki la. kalau ikot dgr ckp org sampai bila pon kita takot. tp tgh tgu nk interview td mmg berbelah bagi. nk accept ke x kalau dpt job nih?... keje ni mmg susah. lebih2 lg kene ade skil yg tertentu. but after that i thought, why not i try. lgpon mmg susah nk cr kerja skrg.......................

sudahlah Da, jgn nk pikir panjang lg. lgpon ni lah masanya I want to enhance my motivation. before this I only think about myself, selfish, sombong, x reti berdikari. but from now on I will prove to everybody, dgn umur yg semakin meningkat, ak xnk berada di takuk bawah lg, berada dalam dunia khayalan yg tidak berpijak di bumi yg nyata. from now on i have to manage myself and be a good employee.

Alhamdulillah, dgn limpah rahmat dan kurnia-Nya, ak akhirnya dpt kerja ni. mcm x percaya. ak xde perasaan langsong kowt. cepatnya semua ni berlaku. smpai nervous pon x smpat nk rasa. dlm masa satu hari, menda laen nk buat menda laen yg dpat. ptg dah dpt jwpan interview. Ya Allah. x duga sgt2. xtau perasaan apa masa tu. mcm kosong je. tp bersyukur proses nk dpt kerja ni mmg Allah permudahkan sgt. dgn pakaian x formal, otak x ready apa pon. main taram je nk ckp ape. mujur, Allah dah permudahkan jalan. bersyukur sgt2. walau kerja ni mmg mencabar tp x cuba x tahu. harap2 ak dpt hadapi segala rintangan yg bakal datang.................


p/s: jgn terlalu memilih kerja. kita semua ada hak. tp ikutlah kata hati. dan berdoalah pada-Nya. Insya-Allah rezeki ada untuk kita.

Sunday, May 1, 2011

being loved.....and dumped!

serik.

one word dah cukup.
no need to sigh. plus, nobody knows. but thanks for the memories.
maybe i have a bad luck in love. but who cares? i don't care at all. i rather be alone than having somebody that needs my attention. no. i can't guarantee you that. end out, lets dump each other. not hating u but that's it.

bye!
i'm free....

Saturday, April 9, 2011

rest in peace



Tom. Deceased. June 29, 2010-April 8, 2011.

uwwaaaa...hilang lg sekoq my precious. he's a lot bigger than in those. not a lot. little actually. ukhh..isk2.. i mish ya.

Sunday, March 20, 2011

I Learn From A Guy

right now i feel like wanna sing these...

"there's a million GUYS around but i don't see no one but you"

nah. kalau Ne-yo boleh puji girls dlm lagu One In A Million tuh, aku tukar sume ayat GIRL dlm tu jd GUY.

yes. this one guy really taught me something. something precious. yg kita x payah nk belajar tp it comes naturally. i like his style. i like the way he is.

thanks to him. aku dah belajar something. aku dah berubah sedikit sebanyak. benda yg aku ambil ringan skrg ak dah sedar. yes i admit that i am very selfish. but now no no no anymore. hahah. mari kita ckp broken sikit.

he is my bf ke? oh nope. tidak sekali-kali dan tidak dua kali. heheh. well he's just a friend. an ordinary friend. nothing much. ak sgt2 salute lelaki nih coz dia tahu jaga diri sendiri. jaga family terutamanya ahli keluarga perempuannya. betul2 ambil berat. rajin buat kerja tanpa disuruh. he is perfect for me. baik budi bahasanya tau! hahah. kalau dia adek atau abg aku lah kan, aku tak sia2kan hidup dia cari pompuan yg tak semenggah. yang cuma pndg dia dari rupa paras dan harta benda sahaja. yg rasa dirinya cantek dan digilai. uwekk. jgn sekali2.

oh. aku hari2 balik kerja dgn bdn yg penat dan x bermaya bila masuk rumah. balik je kene tolong mama masak. ah lecehlah. huhu. tp sbb ak ni pompuan x baek gak kalau x tolong mama kan. paksa diri lah org kata. dgn badan yg semakin menggemuk akibat kerja yg memerlukan aku mkn byk sbb nk pakai tenaga byk, makanya makin malaslah nk balik duduk dapor pulok. one day ak nmpak dia balik kerja. lepas park kereta dia pegi agkt kain kt ampaian. aduhhaii. tiba2 aku rasa mcm pipi aku dilempang dgn laju. sbbnya mana aku penah wat camtuh selama aku balik keje selama nih. nehi hai. terasa mcm ak ni bkn pompuan. hohoh. bodo. tiba2 rasa malu yg amat dgn diri sendiri..uwwaaa..padahal menda kecik camni pon ak nk amek pot plak kan. maunye tak, dia tu jantan. ak pompuan pemalas yg x amek berat rumahtangga lah katakan.
start dari itu, ak dah belajar sesuatu. sikit je tuh dia tunjuk kat aku, tapi kesannya beso beb dlm urusan rumahtangga. besoo sgt. makin hari makin byk ak blajar.

trimas buat dia. x sia2 sapa jadi bini dia nanti.

p/s: cari laki yg rajin2 jea..

Sunday, January 30, 2011

so how?

She asked whether he is coming home this week or not. Ah. I wish he is not. He keeps me waiting like forever. Once he is coming i feel like i will lost him again. Oh mom, if you can hear what my heart is saying, please don't ask the same question again. Ahh.